I've been putting off this update but i figured, if not now, then when? so here we go.
of birthdays:
Thank you EVERYONE for an amazng birthday :).
of summer:
1 week is way too short.
of flukes:
I was super duper happy to get my first 4.0 in college this past Fall quarter and was concerned whether it was just a fluke. Well good news! I just finished Spring with straight A's again.
of regrets:
I regret not applying to grad school this fall because its putting me back a year. but then an opportunity popped up. CSU San Marcos just opened up a speech pathology masters program and are accepting applications now so I'm applying! 4 of my teachers are writing me letter of recs and I'm really excited for this opportunity. I didn't apply to the other schools this year because I had no experience and I hadn't taken the GREs yet. I've since been volunteering and this program doesn't require GREs. Anyways, I'm doing my best and keeping my fingers crossed.
of my social life:
I have begun to feel GUILTY when i go out because I know I should be studying or doing work instead. so guess what, I don't go out at all. Yes, its come to that lol. I keep on thinking back to my undergrad years when i traded my grades and future for a social life. I've mentioned before that CSULB is my THIRD chance in life. I'm not gonna let that go even if my friends hate me for it. Don't get me wrong, I'm not saying that everyone should feel guilty to go out. this is how i feel personally only for me because I don't have the talent or intellect to party hard and get stellar grades at the same time. If it works for you, then go for it :) but it doesn't work for me. But seriously i need to get out the next chance I get any semblance of a break.
of what is happening now:
I'm finishing my application and I really gotta get started on my classwork. I got midterms and projects due NEXT week. 5 week summer session is wtflmao super duper fast. like I said, its only going to get harder so I better get used to working my ass off, no joke.
