d.o.p.a.t.t (death of party all the time)

party mode has been on since last summer. I now officially delcare the death of patt.

today was my first day of school at cal state long beach. The campus and people are entirely different from uci and i'm in a bit of culture shock. I met up with tony, tu khuu and steve and we had a little lunch at cha for tea. This is the first time i've had any of my good friends going to the same school as me and its awesome. They don't have the same schedule as me but knowing they're there makes a lot of difference. I shouldve went to college with my hs buddies!!

My first class is already super intense but I'm ready to rock. lets do this, man.

Of Dreams, Pride, and Telephones

It's been on two occasions that I've had these sort of dreams.

The first was more unusual than anything. I was in a city built in the skies, the streets were paved of glass and I was scared to death. School children were playing ball on these streets. I couldn't help but wonder whether they knew impending doom met them if they were to slip and fall.

That shit reminds of how fragile we all are. How the simplest shit can change us.

two informal confessions
1. I hate talking on the telephone. But its weird, if its a business phone call with a definite protocol and end, then I'm fine that. It's the personal phone calls that own me. I guess its the eminent end of the conversation that gets to me. I rather not talk at all. fuck it.

2. I'm prideful and it sometimes causes me to lose my cool. I have been very good at controlling this but its been getting to me lately. Yea, you can say its my downfall but believe it or not, just like you, I don't like to take shit from anyone.